This challenge was emotional for me. In this notebook I put all my fears, doubts, and even the secrets from my hearts of hearts. I put grade tests, horrible unspoken words and thoughts I had thought about people and couldn't forgive or forget but wanted to. I had ideas of my future in it, and pains from my past that are still open bloodly wounds today even if they happened years ago, I wrote of the friendships I lost, I wrote of how annoyed I was, or how I felt guilty for things I didn't even do, like break a very expense chair for example. I wrote and wrote in that horrible little book, And finally after I filled each and every page with these things, I burned it in a roaring fire, giving all of those things to God never to worry about them again and moving on, letting Him take care if those problems. 23 challenges down, 477 challenges left to go...
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